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Complicated is me. No HAPPY ending in life. Thankful for what you have now because it will never repeat.

Friday, February 25, 2011

FAILURE doesn’t mean the END OF THE WORLD..

FAILURE IS ALWAYS AN OPTION
  
Everyone have their own story of life. When we have problems, we feel like we are such a loser, such a pathetic person, such a person that lose everything..happiness and all other things that make us happy and proud of ourself..but..particularly, we are wrong! We are totally wrong..! seriously, read my lips..YOU AND ME ARE TOTALLY WRONG! Why we should have that perspective?why and why? Please ask yourself? And get your OWN answer! Nobody can help you..Only ourself always know what we want in our life..Always! No doubt for that! we know that we still have a chance to get up back..recover from all the sickness and bad memories..but we never had a chance..we don’t have any guts and spirits to make things better all over again.. we are scared that we’ll fail again,again and again.. We are scared that no one will going to give us support..give us strength to face all that..FAILURE is always what we think first..right?I bet so and i’m pretty sure less people with view things in a positive way for the first time. 

     Most of us always look things in a negative way first such as..am i going to fail if i do like this..how about if i’m doing like this..how about if i’m not doing like this..am i going to fail?how about if it will give bad impact to myself..how about?how about..how about..u kept asking yourself isn’t it?rather than..i know if i do this,i manage to do..i know i can be succeed if i choose that way rather than that way..seee..how many of you will perceive things like this when you want to do something..?unless you face the FAILURE first..I bet i’m right..FAILURE give a lot of impact to ourself.. ! We learn MORE BY FAILURE.. Everyone WILL experience FAILURE in their life! Maybe not now..but, maybe in future..who knows? because we are not PERFECT..Remember? We have our own strength and weaknesses..For example, in studies.. in a relationship..fail to do that, fail to do this and many other things..But, At least when we are fail,we know we should try first before we can say anything about that..we know we will do better than previous one..we know we will have a lot of guts and we are not afford to fail any more..and the most important thing, we don’t want people around us that we love will hurt again and destroy their hopes to see us succeed in our life! 

     FAILURE DOESN'T MEAN THE END OF THE WORLD BUT IT IS JUST A BEGINNER TO OUR NEW LIFE..FAILURE NEEDS A LOT OF PATIENCE..NEEDS A LOT OF KNOWLEDGE TO HANDLE IT..NEEDS A LOT OF EMOTIONAL SUPPORT FROM OTHERS..REMEMBER !..YOU SHOULD BELIEVE IN YOURSELF..YOU CAN DO IT AND MAKE IT TRUE!


SOME failure Quotes


Failure is a detour, not a dead-end street.
-- Zig Ziglar



Failure is instructive. The person who really thinks learns quite as much from his failures as from his successes.
-- John Dewey


Failure is the tuition you pay for success.
-- Walter Brunell



Failure should be our teacher, not our undertaker. Failure is delay, not defeat. It is a temporary detour, not a dead end. Failure is something we can avoid only by saying nothing, doing nothing, and being nothing.
-- Denis Waitley



Failures are finger posts on the road to achievement.
-- C.S. Lewis



If you have made mistakes, there is always another chance for you. You may have a fresh start any moment you choose, for this thing we call 'failure' is not the falling down, but the staying down.
-- Mary Pickford


Only those who dare to fail greatly can ever achieve greatly.
-- Robert F. Kennedy

Want more? FIND yourself la weyh :)

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

PUITISKAN DIRI ANDA


   Dah lama dah snarnye buat cerpen ni..jap,cerpen ke?haha..x mcm pon an..xtau la nk panggil ape..maybe novel terpendek..maybe cerpen tah pape..korang nilai la kan sndiri ye..den ni xdola nak pandai hangat bab menulis2 ni..so,kalo rse cam ok jln ceritanye..terima kasih la ye..mungkin bahasa kot yg teruk..haha..susunannye..den ni simpan jo bondo ni dr dlu lg..ni original ye..x celok pon..x cayo,tanye kakak den..dlu,dia sowg jo yang dapek baca bondo ni..dia kata cerita stereotype..sbb tu malas la nk post kan kt mne2..lgpon spo la den ni nak post bende ni..tp..skrg,cik atiqsalleh bagi peluang..ape slhnye kan kalo post kan kt blog sndiri..ye dak?hehe..


Hasil nukilan : Zalikha Azman..

Mereka kata dunia aku berbeza ngan dia..
Mereka kata dia kacak,aku hodoh..
Mereka kata dia kaya..aku plak miskin..x padan lnsg ngan dia..
Mereka kata dia ada keje bagus,aku pulak jual nasi lemak je kt tepi jalan ..
Mereka kata dia pandai,belaja smpi luar negara,aku..tingkatan 3 pon x abes..
Mereka kata aku ni dah tua beranak 3,dia plak muda..hish..x padan haih..
Mereka kata aku ni gelap,dia pulak putih melepak..mcm apek cina..mana padan!

TAPI..

MAK KATA..

Abaikan ape owg nak kata..SEBAB...
Kecantikan tu dtg dari hati..bkn dari wajah..Kalau ikhlas dan jujur niat kita,wajah kita akan berseri3...Mak kata..Kita patut bersyukur dgn nikmat yg diberikan..dapat melihat,mendgr,merasa,menghidu..bknkah nikmat yg diberikan oleh ALLAH itu indah..?tiada tolok bandingannye..tiada cacat cela nya..kenapa mau bandingkan diri kita ngan owg laen..bukankah kecantikan wajah itu hanya pinjaman semata2 di dunia ini?

AKU CKP NGAN MAK..

Dia owg kaya,aku plak owg miskin..knape owg x pernah melihat kekayaan itu dr budi bahasa kita..nape owg laen tgk harta tu penting dari segala-galanye..Mak kata...xpe kita miskin,tp biar kita kaya dengan budi bahasa..org akan hormat kita..jangan jadi owg kaya tp x pernah hormat owg tua..jalan sblh pon x nmpk..yg nmpk hanya duit je..berjoli sne..berjoli sni..tp mak kata x semua owg kaya cmtu..contohnye..macam dia..dia terima je aku seadanya..sbb dia kata harta bkn segala-galanya untuk dia..

TAPI..AKU HAIRAN..
Nape dia kaya,tp terima aku..dia kata..owg mcm aku ada maruah budi pekerti yg tinggi..x sesetengah perempuan tu,nak kawan dia sbb harta,bkn sbb diri dia..
AKU TANYA..
Macam mana dia tau aku berkawan ngan dia sbb harta..??bkn sbb diri nya..
DIA JAWAB..
Jawapannya smua tersirat di mata aku.. dulu..dia pernah menyamar jd owg miskin..dia slalu bersedih,berduka ngan nasib dia..tp aku pernah kata,kite x boleyh menyerah kalah..kita kne berusaha utk sara hidup..Kita x bole sng dalam masa sesaat..tp kita boleyh susah dalam masa sesaat..aku selalu bantu dia,nasihat dia..sampai aku x sdr dia tipu aku yang dia bkn owg miskin..rupa-rupanya dia anak owg ternama dan tersohor kat negara ni..aku merajuk dgn dia..aku ckp..aku xnk kawan dan berjumpa ngan dia lagi..

DIA..
DIA..PEMBOHONG!
AKU MARAH SGT KAT DIA..! KENAPA DIA TERGAMAK TIPU AKU?

Tapi  lepas tu dia dtg jmpe aku..dia nak pujuk aku..aku x terima..dia pujuk lagi..Aku cuba untuk jauh dr dia..tp mak pernah kata..jgn buat mcm tu dgn owg..mungkin dia ade sbb ntok smua ni..Aku jmpe jgk dia walaupon terpaksa sbb mak..aku x ske owg tipoo aku..lagi-lagi owg yg bergelar lelaki..aku pernah dikecewakan sekali..aku xnk pisang berbuah dua kali..aku marah sgt time tu kt dia..tp dia senyum je..dia x putus asa pujuk aku..aku jadi hairan..aku tanya knapa dia x pernah putus asa..aku bknnye gadis yang cantik,gadis yg setaraf ngan dia..tp knapa dia masih pujuk aku...

DIA CAKAP...

'AWAK TERLALU ISTIMEWA UNTUK SAYA MAWAR ZAFIRAH..
TERIMA KASIH MAWAR SBB BERI PELUANG KEPADA SAYA UNTUK BERJUMPA DGN AWAK..'

TANGANNYA MENGGENGAM KUAT TANGANKU KETIKA TU..

Ketika itu,keadaan sunyi sgt..bagaikan kami berdua je di dunia ini..
Dia tersenyum,aku terkesima dan terpaku di situ.
Kata-kata yang diluahkan nye sayup-sayup kedengaran di telinga ku..
‘Saya..saya..’ Entah kenapa bagaikan terputus kata di situ...
Aku terus melepaskan genggaman tangannya dan berlari meninggalkannya bersendirian di situ..
Entah mengapa,tiba-tiba air mata berjujuran membasahi pipi..
DALAM HATI,TUHAN SAJA YANG TAHU ISI HATI DAN PERSAAN AKU KETIKA ITU...

Tiba-tiba aku dapat rasakan sesuatu perasaan yang aneh..yang aku x pernah gambarkan dan alaminye sebelum ini..aku x tahu nape..Adakah diri ini jatuh cinta sekali lg?aaaaahhhh..tidak..mustahil..mustahil..mungkin ini mainan perasaan benak hati ni je..

Malam tu,aku x tau nape..
Mandi x basah,makan x kenyang,tidur x lena n ade je bende x kne..haih..

‘MAWAR ZAFIRAH ,AWAK PERLU TAHU..SAYA CINTAKAN AWAK..SAYA SAYANGKAN AWAK SEORANG..SAYA TAK PERNAH ADA PERASAAN INI PADA SESIAPA..KASIHANILAH ANAK-ANAK AWAK..SAYA SANGGUP MENJADI PENGGANTI AYAH MEREKA DAN MENJADI AYAH YANG BAIK DAN BERTANGGUNGJAWAB...SAYA AKAN MENJADI SUAMI YANG BAIK KEPADA AWAK..BERILAH PELUANG INI KEPADA SAYA MAWAR ZAFIRAH..SAYA MERAYU KEPADA AWAK..TOLONGLAH MAWAR..’

Aku terasa seperti mimpi dengan kata-kata yang ku dengar siang tadi..
Dalam hatiku,adekah benar dia mencintai diriku..? adekah ikhlas dia menerima diriku seadanya? Apa pula kata orang kampung nanti? Bagaimana tanggapan ibu bapanya terhadap ku?
Binggung aku fikirkan..tp knape aku perlu fikirkan smua ni..adekah aku mencintainya juga?? Kenapa aku perlu menafikannya..knapa aku perlu tipu pada diriku sendiri?Arrrghhhh.. Apekah dosa imran smpi aku sndiri susah untuk menerima dia..Dia seakan-akan cukup sempurna pada mata setiap wanita yang mengenalinye.. Tapi,kenapa aku yang dipilihnya..kenapa bukan wanita lain yang lebih layak untuknye..IMRAN SYAFIEE..nama tulah yang sentiasa terngiang-ngiang di fikiran ku..haih.. nama yang sering buat aku jd begini,x menentu,dan runsing setiap masa..

IMRAN : Hello,Mawar..Imran ni...(nada yang cemas)
MAWAR : Ye..Saya tau Im..Ada ape awak call saya lewat-lewat malam ni..
IMRAN : Saya menganggu awak ye?
MAWAR : Saya mengantuk la Im..awak ade pape nak ckp ke?
IMRAN : Se..se..sebenarnye saya nak btau awak..saya akan berlepas ke New York minggu hadapan...
MAWAR : Owh..yeke..okayh..
IMRAN : Sebelum saya berlepas ke sana,boleh Im jumpe Mawar?
MAWAR : Tengokla dlu Im kalo Mawar senang nanti..
IMRAN : Mawar...
Mawar : ( Terus meletakkan telefon di ganggang)

Air mata ku tiba2 mengalir berjujuran..dadaku sebak..Aku x sanggup untuk mendengar kata-katanya lagi..Suaranya membuatkan aku terkesima dan terlena dibuai mimpi indah...Hatiku x tertanggung lagi untuk melihat dia kecewa,menderita..bukan aku x mahu untuk berjumpa dengan dia..tapi aku x mahu dia mengharapkan sesuatu yang x pasti..yee..aku tau dia menaruh harapan yang sangat tinggi padaku..tapi aku x yakin adekah aku mampu untuk menerimanya sebagai seorang suami,ayah kepada anak-anak ku yang masih kecil..Aku x mahu menghancurkan harapannnya..Biarlah aku memberi peluang kepadanya untuk membina hidup baru bersama owg laen..perempuan lain lebih layak untukknya..Biarlah penyakit kanser ku ini menjadi rahsia ku seorg..Aku tak mahu dia merana...Tidak!!Ya ALLAH,berikan lah kekuatan kepada hamba mu ini..Biarlah dia membenciku dan biarlah aku musnahkan impiannye skrg..Tp aku x sanggup melihatnye menderita kelak..Maafkan MAWAR ,IM..




ASRAMA OH ASRAMA!

   Sape suka dok asrama?raise ur hand ups tinggi2..haha..i'll give 6 stars for that..bila adk masuk asrama.rindu plak asrama time zmn dolu3..teringat zaman cinta monyet,teringat zaman kena pulau,teringat zaman kne benci,teringat zmn gossip tgh2 malam psl bdk f4,teringat zmn kanak2 ribena..melepak dpn ko-op atau bilik warden tgh2 malam,teringat saat riang bile nak balik time cuti sekola..berbagai la..haha..sape yang nah dok asrama mesti rse segonok kan3..spe yg x ske bile da ade kwn3 kiri,kanan,dpn,blkg..gossip la jwbnye kan..usha laki sini,usha laki sne.cik non...menggatai noh..haha..angan dan sedar je tu semata3..sje nak menyedapkan rempah cegite..tp itulah khdpn dok asrama.study x hengat!ceyt..haha..waktu zmn2 skola ni..den xske de nak belaja gajin3..ni la akibatnye..malas, xdela nak dpt kptsn gempak giler333 an..kalo x,bole berangan2 nak fly g oversea..x overworld pon xpela..janji oberseaaaa cik yah!hehek..spe yang xnk p obersea an..banggakan mak bapak dennnnn..tp nk wat lagu mano..xdok geceki la katakan..ape bondo kenangan lawok,bodo,geli hati yang hampa semua xleyh lupakan bile dok kt asrama tu..?meyh habak kt cek meyh..? Meyh eden listkan some of things yg maybe korg xleyh lpekan bile dok asgama tu..tp general view of me je kayh tuan-tuan,puan-puan..

Gossip time prep!
Bukan study time ni..gossip je x hengat dunia!haha..biasala pompuan..gossip tu mmg perkara wajib la..lumrah hidup..lagi2 sebelum nak tdo uh..smpi tdo 3-4 pg keje asyik menggosip..gossip ttg cek non tu la,gossip tang cek jah tu,cek yah la..biasala..kite ni x dapek nak puaskan hati smua owg iye x..ade jo yang x kono..mulala cegita bkn3 yg kuar..haha..smpi kdg2 nak sdpkan cite,ade la element3 yg ditokok tmbahkan..dlm erti kata laen..gojak buah kedondong la jadinye..kesimpulannye,bsk pg,membuta dalam kelas..

Usha jantina laen..
Biasalah wanita yang ingin meningkat dewasa cik kiah oi..perasaan ke arah jantina yang berlainan tu mestila membuak-buak iye x..tipula kalo xde owg kata dowg x mnt kat spe2 time skola dlu..tak bek tipoo tau..aku cincang lumat3 kang..cek tau hampa smua ade perasaan dan ada naluri untuk bercinta dan dicintai kan2..hehe..hee..mamat tu hensem la!jambu!chumell siut!menarik,tertarik ko mmg debom!haha..ke arah situ plak..kdg2 nak jmpe pon dr jaoh2 je..nk usha pon cm 5 batu je..kne teropong..dah la kos dan klas laen..payah cik kiah oi nak jmpe..nnti x psl2 ade yg pndg serong kang..iye x..mulela ade yg gossip kaw2 nnti..

tock-tock-tock 'after'..
Haaaaaa..ni mesti korg xkan lpe smpi biler2..nak mandi kne after,nak gsk baju kne after,nak bsh baju kne after,nak kencing pon kne after tau..sebaekla..nak tdo x kne after..kalo x,payah idop ko jang! Haha..hidup asrama mmg cmtu..kesabaran perlu tinggi ye makcik2,pakcik2..hampa kne beratur..ikot peraturan..amek giliran..cm korg tunggu nk msk duit dlm bank tu..kne la tunggu giliran an..kalo x,nk kne hempuk ngan pegawai bank tu..ade beran?haha..haaa..lg 1,tnds tu bkn ado 100 lobih pon...10 tandas jo..kalo smua owg serbu msk je..cmne nak mandi..?tp kalo da gne bilik air tu,konola cpt buat 'bisnes' dlm tu..maunye sowg amek stgh jam mandi..bile owg laen nak mandi nye?silap ari bulan..x mandi lnsg..ish3..bau bangkai kambing la gampaknye dtg skola..

Makan maggi dlm baldi.
Haaaaaa..ni laen x bkn laki punye hal la kan..xkn la pompuan lak makan maggi dlm baldi plak?hehe..x cenonoh punye minah..haha..tp kite wanita terhormat smua still makan maggi iye dak..time tgh2 malam tu..mulala..peyut keroncong3 bunyi gendang gendut tali kecapi smua dah kuar..haha..maggi time la jwpnye!! Yg beshnye share ngan kwn3..baru ade ummmm nak mkn..yummy! Bak kata om putih..sharing is caring=)

Time cuti!
Haaaaa..time cuti la plg ditunggu2kan..bkn hape..gindoo famili,handphone,tb,komputer,makan sdp3..hahaha..tau makan je aku niyh..tu yg bdn jadi setembam gini..ish3..bile tah nk kuyus ni ha..kalo time jumaat tu,mmg da boleyh blk la kan..gumah dokat,song la jang oi..lpe abes skola jo terus pecut g balik..laki x abes smyg jumaat lagi,aku da smpi dpn pntu umah..bkn leyh kire aku niyh..smngt gilerh aku..first thing smpi umah,mmg tdo la aku kejarkan..ngantuk siut..da la tdo lmbt,bgn pg..ceyt,cm betui je..haha..pkknye,aku suke bile musim nak balik gumah!smua owg pon segonok!ckp spe yg xske?habak mai..aku hempuk je nnti..haha..x psl2 nk hempuk owg je keje...

Mencapap
Untuk puan2,tuan2 yang x tau mencapap tu hapo..den nak habak mai..mencapap tu mencaghi publisiti ye..alaa..ala2 publisiti murahan nak smua ogang kenal dia la..kalo dolu2..bdk aspuri f4 xleyh lalu de laluan dopan blok pentadbiran..ape owg kata mencapap bonar la minah tu cik yah oi..nak dikatokan blok pentadbiran tu botoi2 dopan blok aspura..jadinye..jr xleyh la lalu dopan tu..cm nak attract sr laki plak la kan..tp itu smua kolot je..itula alkisahnye..pastu dok asgama ni baju kne bwh pinggul smuanye..boleyh katakan baju smua kono boli yg bsr2 la..XXXL pon ade cik kak oi..jgn maen2..saiz bdn S,msk asgama kono boli saiz XXXXL..x ke haru tu..tp ade jgk yg pakai sndat3..baju ikot bdn..pastu mulela owg laen label si 'enon' ni nak mencapap..haih..apo2 lah jang oi..sobaik la den ni dolu mse f4 jd outsider..aku peduli hape..ske2 ati aku je lalu dopan tu..mcm skola tu bapak aku punye..tp sobaikla xde kono marah ngn para sr. yg ade angin kus3 time tu time aku lalu situ...haha..kalo x,x naye aku..tp bile time aku f5,dok asgama,aku lak yg ckp ngn jr.jgn lalu dopan tu..mengong!
Haha..

Puasa
Time bln ramadhan la sgt33 besh..balik skola ptg2,paneh2,ponat..kne lak naek tingkat atas skali..perrghh..ape lg,msk dorm trus je terlelap tdo..sengal je..rmi2 buat pesta tdo kt bwh..haha..kesbrn perlulo banyok time puasa ye..yg plg besh,time nak bkk puasa la..aku ni time mkn mmg smngt skit..owg kuat makanla katakan..haha..da amek mknn tu..g plak kantin jln2 nk p beli aiyak..nak wat g mne..time2 cm gini la nak air soya..tobu la..milo ais la..haih..nafsu den tinggi bonar la cik jah oi..yg beshnye,bkk puasa gamai3..meriah nau bkk puasaa tu..makan skit pon leyh jd konyang tgk owg len makan..hehe..ceyt,cm leyh cayo jo aku mkn ckit..haha..Lg 1,setiap minggu boleyh balik umah owww..yela kan..umah dokat..bolela belagak balik umah bkk puasa ngan family..kalo x,melalak oooooo.hehe..tp pembetulan skit..SAYA X PERNAH HOMESICK! nak bangga jap kt situ..eheh..  


Haaa..ni la skola den dolu3 :)


ANNOYED PEDESTRIAN.

Nowadays, I feel soooo frustrated with some of the pedestrians. Seiously,no offence, I can get easily irritated when a person or a group of people ( doesn’t matter which one as long they are pedestrian) cross the road with the way of annoying style..Maybe you guys don’t really get what I meant..but some pedestrians like to walk slowly and still can laugh with their friends when they obviously can see there’s a car coming towards them..Its not a pedestrian walk that you can cross like that..Omgosh..seriously,I can easily get free sin because i always cursing them if they walk like that..!!You know what?It’s very dangerous !!not to them..but also to drivers tooo..They are big enough to think what is good and what is bad.. They are not small kids though! Urgghh..I just don’t get it..Don’t they love their life?I seriously don’t mind if they want to walk slowly if they are holding an old man’s hand or a blind woman to cross the road..because I do understand their situation.. Even, a squirrel or a chicken can run away so fast when they want to cross the road..? Animal also love their life..But,how about them?hurm..

How about if the driver is drunk, drive in high speed or or suddenly the brake is not work..?who’s going to be blame in this situation? Is it the driver or the pedestrian..? But, I bet most of the time the driver will be blame for this..Why? There are so many reasons that can be concluded here..The reasons are limited because most of the reasons are basically based on my knowledge and what i’ve been observed for all this time..Hehe..So,this is my observation..

As a driver :
1. Driver might not aware that the pedestrian will walk slowly like that.
2. Driver might think that pedestrians are more careful when they want to cross the road.
3. There’s a pedestrian walkway. Pedestrian can use that way right? ( what they have in their toughts la )
4. Pedestrians should wait for the red light until the car stop so then,they can cross the road.

As a pedestrian :
1. Driver must look in front and more concentrate while driving.
2. Driver should be aware of the pedestrians community on the road.
3. Driver have to drive slowly. (like a turtle maybe) ^_^
4. Driver have to think that pedestrians walk under the hot sun and it takes time to walk. (Lame)
5. Driver should be wait as they no need to use the energy to walk. (Lame also)
6. Driver should check the car’s condition everytime so that there is no way that the brake is not work.  
7. Driver should wear glasses especially whoever that have short sightedness so that they have no problem to see their way. (I should wear glasses seriously )

See..If something happen on the road,the pedestrian will give a lot of reasons right?But sometimes, we just can’t blame neither driver nor pedestrian..This is because.. IT’S DEPENDS...Some pedestrians or drivers died not because of their fault..But its a FATE..We should believe in Qada’ and Qadar...Right? J
P/s : This is also reminder for me..INGATLAH ORANG YANG TERSAYANG  -Lots of LOVE-

SAYA NAK! SAYA NAK!

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I LIKE YOU BECAUSE OF YOUR HEART, NOT BECAUSE OF YOUR SKIN..

Girls and Guys..
I’m pretty sure every people that having intimate relationship (G vs. B Puhleaseee) before, now or in future that might going to,will or already (anytime also will do[LOL]) experienced all these kind of questions :
Do you love me because for who I am?
Do you love me because of my heart darling?
Do you love me because of my kindness?
Nah..It’s all something that is sweet and romantic isn’t it?Melting..awwwww..so sweeett..!! And your partner pretty sure will responds and tell you the positive answer for that..NO SWEAT.. unless she or he got another ‘evil party’ in his/her life and the answer will be another way round..Right?
What will you do when someone actually play around with your feelings..? You are such a sincere,loyal person, never put him aside and he/she can play around with your feelings like a playground!!??and the worst part is, the ‘evil party’ is your own friend,somebody that you know and close to!! *sigh* my heart is being cut into a small pieces by a SHARP knife! [SHOUTING] I felt like killing him right now!yes,NOW! [i won’t do that although i said that]..gggggrrrrr..Helow!i don’t want to go jail or die because of him!what a nonsense rite..But dats what we called ‘LOVE IS BLIND’..
People might think;
NEITHER A FAT WOMAN can be together with AN ADORABLE MAN..NOR RICH MAN can be together with an UGLY WOMAN..
Hey, they are all are human!God’s creature.. Have a feeling..Why don’t just give them a space to fall in love and happy in their life..CAN you imagine that they cannot be together and suffering just because of other people’s perspective and the way people look them in a negative way ?? Hey,come on guys!!Give them a chance! They are just like us! Needs to be LOVED and LOVE someone that they LOVE..Why is it hard for them?

Even A DEAF GUY can fall in love with A BLIND WOMAN..isn’t it such a beautiful relationship?although that woman cannot see him and that man cannot hear any words that woman try to say to him..??
But,What he can do to make them live happily although they have their own weaknesses??
He TRIED to learn BRAILLE for her to read his feelings.. =’)
....and this is what we called ‘LOVE IS BLIND’..<3
LOVE doesn’t need all those things..but LOVE needs two HEARTS and one SOUL..

p/s: isn’t it niceee when someone said that he loves me because of my heart and not because of my skin colour?

THIS IS ME. NZ!

The Lady in Braces.

   No one have a perfect life.So do I.This is my way,i'll follow my way.Life,life,life..It is just a word..!People might experience it in their own way..We can't force someone to follow our way..?Right?They have their own right in their daily life..Give ourself a space which belong to everyone of us..EVERYONE needs a SPACE! NOT aerospace..but SPACE..!GOT IT?maybe some PERSONAL space perhaps ?or or an INTIMATE space??ehem..wink3..They have their own way,we have our own way.For me,it doesn't matter which road u will choose in your life,as long as you satisfied with it and make it worth!..

   People might think i'm crazy in their own definition. They can define me as a mad lady,as a miserable woman,as a pathetic person or or yaaa as a super duper crazy woman indeed! Well, I won't blame them for that. Sometimes, I felt ya..maybe what they said is true!..I wish to become like that.seee..I told ya..I AM CRAZY! urm..u know,when i said ‘CRAZY’, it means a lot of thing..people might defined ‘CRAZY’ in their own perspective..I’m not defined myself as crazy as a person that can do anything that incredibly extreme..or a person that is hyperactive which might or might not cheer up other people and cannot be silent for a second??..or or someone that can do something that out of their minds and out of our thoughts instead!!and many MORE!..I CAN just defined myself as ‘CRAZY’ as hopeless people which wanted something so badly but i couldn’t and won’t get for the rest of my life.   In another words, IT IS  IMPOSSIBLE!! I know i should just believe the words of ‘ IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING’..Isn’t it?But tell me which person in this earth can hold that motto every second in their life..Tell me!PLEASE? Arrrghhh..now,Get what i meant?? I'm just a normal person with unperfect life. I want to be someone that have no problems in their life..I want to be happy like other people else.At least, to be happy for one whole day..One whole day is good enough for me..Not less than that,not more than that..urrghh..I adore to be one of the coolest person in this whole world!!Can I?Can I?Oh,god..I just hope my wish will become true one day..
Sounds like other people wishes too huh? -_-